my life

2011-05-26T03:10:00.000-07:00

I'm going to transform tis blog into my workout log. I've been hitting the gym to close to a year now without taking any forms of supplements such as protein or creatine. so i decided to give it a shot.

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Supplements

My first product tat is use is Nitro-Tech hardcore by muscle-tech which cost me around $200 for 4lbs tub as i bought it frm a local GNC store.

For all of u who is taking tis or is about to take tis product. i recommend u not to take. Its way over over-price and the protein inside isn't really the expensive ones such as hydroise protein or protein isolates. it has mainl

y protein concentrate with a small mix of protein isolates and creatine. After taking it for weeks, i didn't really see any changes or strength increase. Comparing the price to the results and content of tis product. i'll give it a thumbs down.

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Current Supplements

Gold Standard 100% whey by optimum nutrition

If u are looking for a product tat is cost effective. i'll recommend Gold standard 100% whey. it contains 24g of protein isolates and concentrates per serving. u can find tis product in any GNC store. but then again, GNC products are way overprice. it cost $202 for 2 5lbs tubs at a local GNC while u can get it online for only $156 for 2 5lbs tub. i've been taking this for 3 weeks now combine with creatine monohydrate n is experiencing really gd results. its a real gd deal and it has great reviews on it. i'll give it a thumbs up.

Mirconized Creatine Monohydrate by AST Sports Science

I've been taking tis product for over 3 weeks and experience and increase of strength. which is great. this product contains 5grams of pure micronzied creatine monohydrate per serving. i've got this online $54 for a 1000g tub. a really gd product, i definitely recommend it.

Supplements i will be trying out

Platinum Hydro Whey by optimum nutrition

I will be starting to take tis product after i come back frm my holiday. it is a low carb protein which has 30g of protein per serving. its main ingredient is whey protein isolates which makes tis product rather expensive. it cost $150 for a 3.5lb tub. i am planning to use tis protein for only my post workout supplement.

2011-04-28T08:32:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i realise, i am unable to show my emotions properly. i feel so..... emotionless in the outside. its hard to get angry or sad. its sooo difficult. either m i able to show enough love to others. how m i like tis?

2011-02-04T05:34:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY... its been a long long time since i last updated. exams r round the corner but i still don't seem to be able to get into the mood of studying. cupcake left for indo alrdy. nites r rather lonely without her. hai... anyways, i'll be uploading afew pictures that happen in the month of December and January. enjoy. haha

lendl recieveing his punishment for not loosing (steamboat)

FYP prototype.

darling made me breakfast!!!! nom nom nom. its really really really gd.

yuli bdae.

fyp melted fan due to heat exhaust. hai

2011-01-31T08:20:00.001-08:00

More updates coming soon.

i have been really busy. :))

2010-12-19T18:06:00.000-08:00

Holidays can sure get pretty boring at times.. but with my darling around, everyday seems to be something new. haha. here r some pictures i've taken over afew weeks. got lazy to upload it. hahaha.

Giant feet.

darling pretending to slp with the book covering her face.

I SPOTTED A CLEANER ZOMBIE. *BANG!*

darling cleaning up my rm. hahahaa

say... if SP was under attack by zombies, the best place to go is to the wushu club.

2010-12-10T17:43:00.000-08:00

Its been awhile since i last update. so sorry peeps. cause my phone bluetooth had abit of a problem n was unable to detect my com. but no worries, its working jus fine now. haha. Exams are over.. finally, screwed up 1 paper. sad. haha. anyways. this r some pics over the week or 2. enjoy.

my darling has a talent of drawing.

Studying at env club(innov)

2010-11-28T03:13:00.000-08:00

My Darling is 18!!!! happy bdae sweetie... i really enjoyed spending the whole day with u. haha. its been a blast.

i hope u like the cookies tat i baked for u. hee hee. love u always...

2010-11-22T14:51:00.000-08:00

I'm lazy to blog... exams r coming. gotta start studying soon. here are some pictures tat i took recently... enjoy. :)

2010-11-21T14:55:00.000-08:00

I had a great time ytd with kitty, jus being around her makes me really happy. hahaha.

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2010-11-15T06:48:00.000-08:00

I got to say thx to darling today for getting me tis (refer to picture below). the last time i drank it was.... many many many years ago. probaby around pri 3? jus a random guess. it was really sweet of her. love your lots sweetie.

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Kitty came over ytd to have SWESENs breakfast!!!! it was awesome. haha. thought it was a little ex. but i was dam full, thx to kitty w

ho keeps stuffing me with food from her plate that she doesn't want to eat. heh heh. om nom nom nom nom. hahahahaha.

2010-11-03T15:54:00.000-07:00

Went to finally make my ezlink card at tiong baru. the card is soo shiney. LOL.

starting to play sims3 again. though its really time consuming, but o well, jus got the mood to do so. hahaha

thx for accompanying me the whole day today.

its more difficult than i thought. haha

2010-11-02T03:20:00.000-07:00

.. / .-.. --- ...- . / ..-

too much... too much...

2010-10-30T01:45:00.001-07:00

I jus had a short talk with a gd friend of mine. she is really unsure about her relationship with her bf even though they have been together for almost 4 years. every conversion they have usually ends up in a quarrel.

it had me thinking about mine relationship. i'm so blessed to have some1 who understands me soo much n gives in to my "demands". even though we don't see eye to eye at times, we always try to bring ourselves to see at each other point of view n understand. i really cherish the long talks over skype/msn... something soo small n simple is actually the base of everything. communication.

2010-10-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

Gosh i'm addicted to tang yuen. hahahaha. its my first time eating it. don't laugh. haha. Kitty came over n made me a bowl of it. awesomeness!!! haha. it was fantarstic. hahahahaa.

Love You kitty. (L)

2010-10-25T07:20:00.000-07:00

I Love You Kitty. xoxoxoxo

2010-10-22T10:17:00.000-07:00

It hurts....................

2010-10-21T17:27:00.000-07:00

NAPFA is jus round the corner. though i have alrdy took it. i still wanna re-take it to get a gold. must start to train...

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Love In Disguise is an awesome show. haha. n its wad made better with cupcake beside me. haha...

Vin & Me

2010-10-20T16:17:00.001-07:00

Today Kitty came over to my place to watch a movie. :) had alot of fun. haha. everything i do with her is interesting. haha. even during things like washing the dishes, wash our hands, cuddling together during the movie. haha. i feel really comfortable when shes around. haha.

gosh i'm late for sch. gtg. bb

2010-10-18T08:51:00.001-07:00

Infinite in mystery, is the gift of the goddess.

We seek it thus and taketh to the sky.

Wings of light and dark spread afar.

She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting....

2010-10-17T07:54:00.001-07:00

My bed, my blanket, my bolster keeps reminding me of u every night

I Miss You...

2010-10-14T19:40:00.001-07:00

i saw cupcake's blog post n it started to make me think abit.. cause tis is the first time in a relationship that we actually chat all night. like for an average of 3-4hours. be i msn or skype. sometimes i'm pretty surprise on the length of our chats. it feels really gd, i feel like she totally understands me n stuff like tat. she knows wad i wan n wad i dont, wad i like n wad i dislike. hahahaha. i wish tis would go on forever. -blissful face-. hahahahahahaha...

2010-10-14T08:05:00.000-07:00

BBQ is over. i hope every1 had fun. though there was a lack of games to play. hahahaha. Pity i didn't take any pictures. sad. hahaha. it was rather tiring to organize a bbq but the gd thing is, i don't have to travel home. hee hee.

had an awesome time with cupcake. (L). hahahahaha. she got high. really high. hahahahhahaa. love u sweetie.

2010-10-12T18:43:00.001-07:00

Nights without you are really dull.

2010-10-11T19:47:00.000-07:00

女人,女人,我答应做个好人,我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

2010-10-11T06:26:00.000-07:00

The first step is always hard...

2010-10-10T20:29:00.000-07:00

A journey of a thousand miles begins with the first step.

had a great uber long talk of 5h30mins with kitty

the future is fill with uncertainties. but i shall not think about it anymore as one usually meets his destiny on the road the avoid it.

stay with me always... haha.

love u kitty,

2010-10-08T17:00:00.003-07:00

Thx for accompanying me on thursday. i really had a great time. with u around, everything seems jus fine. hahahahaha. i hope u'll always be by my side... always.

I jus can't help but realise how attached to u i've become

2010-10-06T09:23:00.000-07:00

Blessed m i to have such an awesome kitty.

Blessed m i to have some1 always looking out for me.

2010-09-30T21:45:00.000-07:00

What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some Love is friendship set on fire for others Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind.

Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe.

so what is love to you?

2010-09-26T18:05:00.000-07:00

Moving forward is so difficult... a wrong Step and u fall rite to the bottom...

2010-09-23T09:27:00.000-07:00

The trees of the field will shed their leaves at fall jus like the flowers, wittering in time... the cold wind blows through the land, sending a msg to all, that winter is coming. The last leaves of the once tall and mighty tree touches the ground and swept away by the breeze. Barren... standing alone against the coming storm... silent.... and fearfull

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It has to be done......

2010-09-18T21:58:00.000-07:00

Sup guys... jus here to upload afew pictures over the few weeks. didn't manage to post them up due to exams. but now since its over. i got plenty of time. hahahahaha

Serene and lucas recording... (song composed by serenez)

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crap...... it wasn't meant to be so... hai...

Its all gone....... T.T

2010-09-18T01:52:00.000-07:00

you are too concern of what was, and wad will be..

there is a saying:

Yesterday is history,

Tomorrow is a mystery,

but today is a gift.

that is why its called the present.

do not expect wad u think is going to be so... cause if u were to believe it, it will come true.

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Why are u afraid?

2010-09-12T18:52:00.000-07:00

It is weird... i just dunno. Floating in the middle. dun wanna descend yet too afraid to ascend. within the pass months u've became frm an insignificant being to some1 really impt in me. i enjoy the nights where we jus talk for hours n hours. the days that we met for lunch or jus to go school. by jus lookin at u, it makes me feel really relax and happy. the way u prance around n wans attention. hahahaha.

honestly, i can't believe the hours we talked on skype. an average of 3-4hours. almost everyday. i really hope things will stay as it is. or get better. u have add color to my life...

在这些时候，你一直陪我,一直照顾我,一直关心我. 我想说的一声谢谢. 我希望能永远和你在一起.

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its so damn hard to write chinese

2010-09-05T19:32:00.000-07:00

Poor soul... i feel your pain,

though u put up s

uch a strong front, but i see a little girl inside afraid, afraid of the world.

i've seen it

all, its ok... u r who u r.

no one is asking u to change.

pain and suffering are the elements t

at leave a lasting mark in your soul

which apparently

makes us human

we grow strong. dreaming n hoping.

but dream

s can be shattered, hope can be cut off

when it comes, we jus give up

contented in satisfying ourself with pathe

tic mundane little joys

as we live our life in a simple robotic cycle.

no purpos

e, no reason.

till the end of time.

2010-09-01T19:30:00.000-07:00

It's been 137 days since I first met Kitty. :D

http://www.timeanddate.com/counters/fullscreen.html?mode=a&year=2010&month=4&day=18&hour=15&min=00&sec=00&p0=236

2010-08-30T19:49:00.000-07:00

Don't die...

2010-08-30T09:59:00.000-07:00

Hey guys... its been awhile since i last caught a movie... it felt great. STEP UP 3 FTW!!! lol

today have been a some what the normal day. jus chilled in sch after class. jus slackin in rotaract club. went home rather late.

exams r coming up n sch has reopen. thought its almost like no class at all.. but i'll still be going to sch to study...

Random thoughts

*i have great faith in u*

2010-08-29T18:46:00.000-07:00

Loveless

My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return

To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice...

2010-08-29T01:39:00.000-07:00

Hey folks, if been busy studyin as exams r really round the corner. here is something interesting for u peeps. :P

Types of Bad Kissers. (R u one?)

2010-08-21T22:21:00.001-07:00

If a new building crumbles due to a minor earth-quake, where does the fault lies?

2010-08-20T07:20:00.000-07:00

Hai... didn't study much today. :(... met claire for breakfast n went to study in the library. manage to finish a chapter... studyed to 4+. walked claire home. we walked frm woodlands to admiralty, walkin pass her secondary school n primary school. hahaha. i was thinkin of continuing to study when i get back but starcraft 2 was too tempting... sry claire. :( hahahaha. probably continue my studies tmr.

claire drawin on my textbook. lol.

2010-08-18T20:16:00.000-07:00

For u peeps who have nvr seen tis question paper before.... do give it a try... hahahhaa. i'll post the ans soon. heh heh. glhf. :)

2010-08-16T19:01:00.000-07:00

From a guys point of view:

> We don't care if you talk to other guys.

> We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

> But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

> It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

> We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

> Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.

> Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

> Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.

> The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

> Yeah, you can quote me.

> Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

> Take Advantage of the mood im in.

> We enjoy doing it.

> It's expected.

> Smile and say 'thank you.'

> Kiss us when no one's watching.

> If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

> You don't have to get dressed up for us.

> If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

> We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.

> Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.

> Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

> Don't take everything we say seriously.

> Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.

> See the beauty in it.

> Don't get angry easily.

> Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

> Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.

> It's boring, and we don't care.

> You have girlfriends for that.

> Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'.

> I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.

> On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it ether.

> Girls: I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.> DITCH HIS SORRY DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS,> AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT

> Someone who will honor your morals.

> Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

> Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

> Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

> Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

> *****Give the nice guys a chance*****

> Holdin Hands- Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
> Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

> Cuddling- Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold.
> Guys : Automatically move closer to her.

> Movies- Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
> Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

> Loving each other- Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.

> Laying below the stars- Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
> Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make a wish about something you would like to happen Between you and your crush....

> guys: no grabbing!!!

2010-08-14T19:26:00.000-07:00

2010-08-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

first things first... SEOUL GARDEN!!!!!!!!! tis week we went to seoul garden. pity claire didn't join us. i was rather sad. hahahaha. but over all, it was rather fun. we were the first to witness the gravity-defying ah-tap-chee!!!!!!!! ah ha! bet u guys didn't know tat! heh heh. it was also rainer's first time dining at seoul garden. overall a fun day. nom nom nom nom..

see the ah-tap-chee? hahhaha.

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National day!!!! i'm surpised tat there were fireworks in woodlands. not the uber big ones though. there was a count down party near my house. they were singing n stuff like tat. rather noisey. during national day itself, there were fireworks near by my house too. one must learn how to appreciate fireworks cause it literally money being shot into the sky n burned! heh heh

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I must thank kitty-claire for the many things she had done for me. like waiting for me to go home together n even helping me write my blogskin. :P thx soo much kitty. love u lots. xoxoxo.

2010-08-12T10:20:00.000-07:00

2010-08-07T04:30:00.000-07:00

Ytd was a really really tiring day. i slept rather late the day before tat cause i was blackshotting with vin n skyping her at the same time. lol. had to wake up early to go gym in the morning. then waited for 5 for the tuition. met claire around 4+ before heading there. the tuition session was a killer. there is one certain kid tat doesn't listen to anything n jus wan the ans to the question. gd thing claire took over. if not i confirm get really irritated. after the tuition thingy. we went back to sch for movie marathon. watched happy feet, over the hedge, ice age2, soylent green, n some show i have no idea wad it was. the starting was interesting. but until the soylent green show. i really cannot tahan. soylent green was made in the 1970s... yea.. it was really really bad. the fight scenes, the blood, everything was bad. claire kept me awake though. every 5-10 seconds she will poke me one time. LOL. somehow she seems to find enjoyment in poking me. hahahaha. but after the soylent green movie i really couldn't take it n went to slp. one thing i learn. skinny ppl may not always be boney. hahhaha. during the movie marathon i bolstered claire. hahahaha... super comfortable. LOL -SNORE... SNORE-. :P... muhahahahahaha. the movies ended around 6+++ almost every1 was slping alrdy. ken snored insanely loud. it was like some heavy machinery at work. LOL. after showering, i send claire home before making my way to church. but in church, i was sooo tired tat i slept through the whole thing. hai. only after it ended tat i realise tat mars came back frm canada for a visit. :) looks like she picked up some of the Canadian accent. hahahaha. i think in a few more years time, she'll be speaking like a Canadian.

i'm abit lazy to continue typing. my brain abit dead liao. here r some pictures. enjoy

2010-08-05T18:02:00.000-07:00

hello.... in tis week. i practically met claire everyday. lol. she been really gd to me. accompanying me everywhere. haha. afew things happened tis week.

first of all, i have signed-up for driving course. gotta study for basic theory exam. it looks sooo hard. hai...

2nd thing is I PASSED MY NAPFA!!! lol. its not tat i think i would fail. but even though i got a silver, i was rather disappointed. everything is either a C or B. i could have gotten a gold but i was lagging behind in the 2.4 run by 11seconds!!!!!!! o well. wads done is done. o, n thx for claire who saw me through the whole thing.

sit-and-reach:49

shuttle-run:10.2

pull-ups:8

standing board jump:240

sit-ups:41

2.4km:11.52

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Random thoughts

Very rarely does true love come easily, and when it does, it is hard to destroy. i don't blame u in thinking that relationship is a burden n tat it limits your freedom. it is fear that clouds your soul. Love feels no burden, regards not labors, strives toward more than it attains, argues not of impossibility, since it believes that it may and can do all things. Therefore it avails for all things, and fulfils and accomplishes much where one not a lover falls and lies helpless. :)))).

What about what others do “to” us? This is the biggie. Especially in romantic relationships. And, again, the outcome seems logical. We get into a great relationship, put 100% of ourselves and our heart into it, and then BANG! We get dumped. We choose to feel devastated, heartbroken, in pain. And here’s where the kicker comes in. In order to prevent ourselves from feeling all that PAIN in the future, we build a “protective” wall. And the wall is that we decide not to go 100% into the relationship until the other one does. This is designed to PROTECT us from pain, but what it does instead is that it IMPRISONS us in mediocre relationships. Sure, doing this MIGHT prevent some pain if the relationship eventually ends, but it always means that every moment you are in the relationship, you lessen the level of JOY and LOVE you experience. With how spectacular my relationship with (Girl X) was, after she broke up with me, certainly no one would have blamed me if I had chosen to put in only a 50% effort. (if u wan details come n ask me) in fear of something bad happening. it was to prevent myself from feeling devastated losing a relationship that great. But once had I done that, I missed out on the many things tat makes a relationship great.

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When I was sad, you comfort me.
When I was lonely, you accompanied me.
When I was hungry, you fed me.
When I was bored, you entertained me.
When I needed someone, you're always there.
Thank you for being more than just a friend.

2010-07-31T06:55:00.000-07:00

RE: Dear Kitty-Claire

Past:

its only been 3 months since i known u. but it seems like 3 long years. i'm really glad to have met some1 like u. someone who i'm able to talk to about anything n everything under the sun. After surviving 2 major storms. u've taught me tis phrase.

"Do to others wad u'll have them do to u"

n i know that some of my words have actually hurt u but u jus tolerate it n let it slide. i'm sry and thank u for tolerating me.

Present:

i've learn alot about u n u've learn alot about me too. but it is still too early to say "i know u totally" i hope one day i'll be able to say tat. thx for making me smile all the time.

Future:

up to now, things have been going smoothly. i hope for the future, that our lifes will continue to cross each others path and get closer... until one day...

The future is clouded. so i'm jus gonna stop here.

Love: JiReH....

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Quote of the Day:

Life is too short to wake up in the mornings with regrets. So love the ones who treat you right, forget the ones who don’t. Remember that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it, if it changes your life, then let it. No one said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

2010-07-28T06:58:00.000-07:00

Gd day mates... these few days have been awfully tiring. every single day i reach home late at nite n i have to wake up early in the morning. even though the tiring days, some things happen tat makes it awesome.

ok i know wad u peeps r going to say... "Hey! isn't tat jirehs gf?"

sry to upset u guys, i know she looks gorgeous and cute but unfortunately.... she is not my gf... i'll tell u peeps when i get a gf. so don't jump into conclusion k? :D

ytd is met kitty-claire for lunch... thx to her, my boring day became an interesting one. hahaha. after lunch we went to library to study for our up-coming quizzes. half way through studying. she suffered frm stomach cramps. poor thing.. i don't know wad to do.. all i can do is try to distract her frm the pain. hhahaha.

Today. woke up in a daze... thx for the morning call kitty. :P... i didn't really do well for FCBE quizz. dam scared... i think i'll fail. lol. its not tat i didn't study, i didnt study hard enough. lol.. a bad start for a new day... however, SPSD lab test was a piece of cake. hahahaha... slacked in Rotaract clubhouse frm 11+ to 3... met up with claire, tecky, ken, yuli, jon n robin for SUSHI!!! hahhahahahaha. nom nom nom nom nom... sushi was awesome.. i ate till i'm contented.. but i had to put up with the constant tickles n pokes n hits n pinch n whacks n whine n graps n face-palms n threats n stares frm kitty. hahahahaha... dun get me wrong.. i don't find it irritating.. haha. it was fun... went home together. we were soo tired tat we almost ko in the train. hahahaha.

NAPFA IS TMR!!!!!!!!!!

its time to show the fruits frm my training. RAWR!!! i've been attending a napfa training series n its coming to an end. T.T.... i'm joining the next series too. so if any of u guys wan to toughen up before takin your napfa.. i recommend going to tis training sessions. for more info.. go chk your ichat account. girls can join too.

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Phrase of the day

When we first met.. i honestly have no idea tat u would become so important to me. ♥

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Kitty dieing frm cramps. (i think it hurts alot)

Tiao simi Tiao........ LOL

Nom Nom Nom Nom Nom... :D

2010-07-23T02:53:00.001-07:00

Hi kitty-claire. :P

2010-07-21T05:33:00.000-07:00

Hey guys... its been awhile since i last updated. i have been rather busy with FYP, projects n physical training. so everytime i get home. i'm usually very tired... well today was pretty awesome as sch ended at 12... n i met kitty-claire to go home together... a human company is always appreciated. but the thing is, i actually realise alot of things during our half an hour conversation... first most impt thing is.... I KNOW U"RE STALKING ME KITTY!!!!! HAHAHHA.. nah... jus kidding.. as usually i sent her back to admiralty but tis time round... while waiting for the train to come. i saw tis couple making out. not jus a smooch or a kiss. but a tougues were everywhere. n they wen't nom nom nom nom nom... ok, it didn't go nom nom nom nom but yea.... it was rather entertaining. hahahahaha. not something u see everyday. when the train arrived i got into it n saw tis bunch of sec sch girls... frm their looks they r probably 14? maybe 15... they were jus chit chatting n stuff. kinda makes me think back about my sec sch life. nth much though... but still, kinda miss the carefree days. i recently uploaded some pictures of my sec sch life on facebook. so if u peeps r curious? u can go chk it out.

At http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=528477452

Here r some picture of us getting rdy to go into the clean room. its rather irritating to put on all those crap. hahahahahaha. enjoy.

2010-07-15T18:02:00.000-07:00

Stupid ppl.

when i say stupid ppl, its ppl who has brains n don't wanna use it, the inability to plan ahead. i mean seriously, y can't ppl think about their future? y must they insist on letting their emotions get the better of them? maybe they r still immature.... i despise stupid ppl n usually avoid them. they have no use. even in a plain convo u can
catch their stupidity.. these stupid ppl continue to satisfy themselves with insignificant mundane little joys.. nvr aiming higher.

i'm not going to say more cause it can go very long. n on top of it, i'm not in the mood the rant. hahaha

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Ok... i'm exhausted... ytd trainin was a killer. all the running, pull ups, jumps really tire me out. but the gd thing was... i met kitty-claire! we went home together. i know u folks r thinking. *gosh jireh! u've been flirting with tat girl all day long*... its not flirting..... i'm quite lazy to defend myself... but still.. its not flirting. hahahha. so back to wad i was sayin... it was the first time i saw kitty wore a pair of spec... it really gave her a new look. i think she looks great with the specs on... hahaha. cute.. i would say. hahahaha. got home... had a gd shower n dinner... chat abit online. n slp.

Random thoughts

mm.. honestly i don't know wad was going through your head when u posted it up. the thing tat bugs me most is... when i asked did u post it up? then u said no. without realizing tat i was looking at it... such action is very serious. it generates distrust, suspicion, fear, anger, confusion.. etc.. we met afew months back, before tis happen, i thought i knew it rather well. but once it happen, it let me the wonder wad u r up to. but to get angry over tis is the cut the line tat link us together. to get angry is to put myself into the misery of hate and pain. to get angry is to loose one important soul in my life. n i don't wan n not gonna let it happen. though the impressions of u in me has alrdy been altered. but still, i'll try my best change it.

2010-07-12T07:27:00.000-07:00

alrite... here is a post which some of u peeps may feel offended.. if u do... too bad. cause i don't give a shit... heh heh. :P bite me. hahahahh

things i hate about ppl
1) Fat ppl (obese actually)
2) Stupid ppl
3) Weak ppl

Fat
Fat ppl really disgust me. n when i say fat i meant severely overweight. your looks n how u present yourself reflects on your inner character. they obviously have not come to the realization on how horrible they look. not only do ppl stereotype them as lazy, glutton, stinky, lack of self control, etc... they r going to suffer from diseases. not tat i care about them, but really... they may deny it but once they get older.... they'll understand. either way, i find them a total turn off... jus go look at yourself n tell me wad u see.. i'll tell u all i see is a ball of fats n oil.

i'll continue number 2 in the next post. i'm gonna slp. nite

2010-07-09T09:33:00.000-07:00

i'm finally 19.... though there wasn't much of a celebration of my bdae... but it was still gd. hahah. i would like to thank kitty-claire n brian for the chocs. they were gd. hahahahaha. my bro who got me a nerf gun. LOL... n the many ppl who spamed my fb wall with happy bdaes wishes. hahah

here r my few wishes.........
1)Get a gf.. :P
2)Score 4 points for tis sem
3)Improve my tennis to a higher lvl
4)FYP to be smooth..

can't think of any other wishes..

i shall upload pictures next time... kinda tired... nites folks

2010-06-29T07:18:00.000-07:00

eventful camp. wasn't the best,,, but still fun... met some cool ppl n had fun scary the lights out of ppl. hahahaha. i'm too tired to type cause i jus finish typing my report. deadline is tmr. so i'll jus let the pictures do the talkin...

2010-06-27T08:47:00.000-07:00

Hi kitty claire..

2010-06-16T07:55:00.000-07:00

wazzzzzzzzzzupp folks. its been awhile since i last updated. dude to exams... current busy with FYP and afew other projects.. the next update will most probably be after env camp..

Busy schedule.

17th: FYP meeting in sch

18th: meeting advisor

19th:church and bros 21st bdae party

21th: Pmp research/report

22th-25th: env camp

Yea.. i got most things planned out.

Ok.. now for the past. last few days were rather boring yet fun.. env prep camp with kinda fun. its been awhile since i last stay up all nite. got to know afew ppl better brian, n kitty. hahah. hope the main camp will be a success.

last 2 days were jus meetings n meetings. FYP project is really killing me. i'm totally lost. our original plan is jus about to be scraped. which means we r back to square 1. it is at times. really really irritating n stressful. it is seriously totally out of our league to do something tat huge. i mean, we have to build something of which is able to generate high internal pressure and temperature up to 400 degrees without any professional or external help! we have no one the turn to for help. everything is all base on self learning frm the internet. n most of the things we need to know can't be found on the internet. its a vague. on top of it, we have no facilities wad-so-ever to build such an equipment. even if we had it, we have no clue how to operate them. though we were told that we r suppose to jus give the specs of the pyrolysis plant n the details, how the hell r we suppose to generate the specs and details on our own? frm the internet? its IMPOSSIBLE. all internet projects r a specified to a certain substrate used. even if some of them match, the details we need r not stated inside.

sometimes i feel tis is a total waste of time. asking us electronic students to make a pyrolysis plant. its not even electronics. n the electronics we learn r all basic theories. we seriously need some1 with more knowledge and experience to oversee us. not someone who jus tell us to go to the internet to search for our info n demands results. if tis continues, we will most probably fail.

2010-06-03T03:31:00.000-07:00

Hey there peeps.

These few days i feel rather stress due to the nearing of the MST. but thx to afew ppl who actually manage to make me feel better. thx to dawnie, eva, kitty n my dota peeps (tecky, lucy,rainy..etc..). though some were as simple as a small chat on msn, but somehow, it actually took my mind away frm work. tmr i shall stay home. park my ass in the study rm n chiong everything. hope i can concentrate.

A question for u guys... do u think.............. tat finding a partner is jus base on "natures way" or "your skills to get one".

few random pics tat were recently taken

2010-05-16T08:23:00.000-07:00

I've been really really lazy to update. nth interesting happen these few weeks. so i'm jus gonna upload some random pictures taken durin last week. i'll add one more section to my blog post.. it will be PICTURE OF THE DAY! yea...

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PICTURE OF THE DAY!!!

Yea. i love tis picture. if only if it was slightly more to the left...

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Its not wad u think it is

it is exactly wad u think it is.

cute doggy. >.< rite?

2010-04-28T09:25:00.000-07:00

A does of happiness is all we need

2010-04-24T18:42:00.000-07:00

last thursday was earth day. harrold volunteered to cosplay as some storm trooper. lol. gd job u 2. hahaha.i had a gd laugh. heh heh.

zzzzzzzzzzzz

2010-04-21T05:22:00.000-07:00

9 deadly words used by a woman!

Click on picture to enlarge.

2010-04-17T09:22:00.000-07:00

There is a saying stating tat a picture speaks a thousand words. so i'll jus sit back, relax, let the picture speak n let u think of the thousand words. this are some of the major event that happen during the holidays. i'll upload more if i have the time.

2010-04-13T21:51:00.000-07:00

Why some people have no friends.

Hey guys, i have been browsing the internet when i found tis post. i find it rather interesting. so i wan to share with u guys. The intention of this post is not to condemn people but to encourage them to examine their behaviour if they really want to have friends.

People have no friends because of they way they choose to behave.

1. What's in it for me?
We all don't give something for nothing. But some people have the "What's in it for me?" thought at the front of their minds all the time. They don't give anything unless they know that they can get something back immediately. Or they are nasty to everyone but would suddenly turn "nice" when they need something. Nobody likes being around such people or wants to be friends with them.

2. Keeping secrets, being judgmental, gossiping
To build a deep and meaningful relationship with someone, you have to reveal certain private information. I'm not saying you have to reveal everything immediately but withholding certain types of information prevents free and open communication. If people don't reveal any of their secrets, they will find themselves imprisoned by it.

Building relationships involves risk. There's a risk that my friends might use my weakness against me or reveal information about me that I would prefer to keep private.

If nobody wants to tell certain people their secrets, the latter should ask themselves whether they are gossipers and/or outwardly judgmental.

3. Skepticism and suspicion
Past experiences and ideas about people make us skeptical and suspicious. I remind myself to remain open to possibilities that some people - perhaps one out of five people - might be sincere. If I were to close myself off, the possibility of having new friends would not exist.

4. Self-torture
Some people simply enjoy torturing themselves. When others extend support or kindness, they reject it. They push people away friends so that they can wallow in the self-pity of not having friends.

5. Emocentric and egocentric
Everybody likes to talk about themselves, but emocentric and egocentric people are extreme. They think the world revolves around them. What they want are admirers, not friends, to give them attention and boost their ego.

6. Boring mindset
Who wants hang out with someone who says "I'm bored" all the time? But there are people who keep saying that and expect others to want to hang out with them. You can put #4 and #5 people together and maybe they'll get along just fine.

7. Collecting friends
Collecting Internet friends is the latest craze. Before the Internet was widely-used, people collected friends too. People love having friends who "know them" or they love saying that they "know" so-and-so.

8. Ungratefulness
People with short memories forget what their friends did to help them. Not even a word of thanks.

9. Inability to be happy for someone else
Some people don't have the ability to be happy for others and celebrate their achievements and life events. A tinge of envy is normal but some people would say something bad or curse others, e.g. her husband is rich but ugly.

10. Unwillingness to invest time and effort
There are people who are always too busy to make time for their friends. If they don't invest time into a relationship, it's unlikely that it would grow. As the song goes, "Make new friends but keep the old; one is silver and the other gold."

With their lives, however, it's "one is silver and the other goes."
People don't bother to show up or make an effort to keep in touch and they say they have no friends. So whose fault is it?

2010-04-09T08:29:00.000-07:00

gosh i hate it when i have to put at a fake front to certain ppl. to please them for the greater gd. o well..... i guess tats all part of life. or maybe tats how i see ppl... by their value. how much they know, how much they can do, how much they can benefit me. lol. dang i sound like some self center dude. lol. but it seems so.... hahahahahaha

Emotions aside.....

Fyp project is starting to get alittle pressurizing. most of my holidays have been spent trying to understand the basic of biomass frm the internet. lol. not easy at all.

Random Thought

i was reading a blog, rather interesting. it stated something like nightmare is a terrifying dream in which the dreamer experiences feelings of helplessness,extreme anxiety,sorrow, etc. or a condition, thought, or experience suggestive of a nightmare then he went on by saying his own definition of a nightmare. saying a nightmare is when u find tears in your eyes, not only in dream but also in reality.

well... wad he stated was identical to the definition of nightmare, a sense of helplessness in a dream or in reality, so i have no idea y he thinks his definition is different. lol.

the thing is, i dunno y ppl can be so miserable. y some ppl can be so charged with negative emotions. when life is fine, they jus live everyday without thinking of the future. when the storm strikes. they cry out, life is soo unfair, y me? y does tis have to happen to me?

wad they see is coincidence, unluckiness, fate. but wad they fail to see is tat its their actions tat brought tis suffering, tis pain upon themselves. they have failed to see the reasons behind their actions for they have always been acting base on their intuitive in short emotions.

emotions r strong, but unstable. a man who base their decision only base on emotions will find themselves only banging their head on the wall.

There is much to be said for intuitive decision making. 1 obvious advantage is speed: an emotional reaction can be immediate n lead directly to a decision. If your choice is between chocolate n vanilla ice cream, it would be pointless to spend a lot of time n effort deliberating about the relative advantages n disadvantages of the two flavors. Instead, an emotional reaction such as "chocolate yum!" can make for a quick n appropriate decision. Another advantage is that basing your decisions on emotions helps to ensure that the decisions take into account what you really care about. If you r pleased n excited about a possible action, that is a good sign that the action promises to accomplish the goals that r genuinely important to you. Finally, decisions based on emotional intuitions lead directly to action: the positive feeling toward an option will motivate you to carry it out.

But emotion-based intuitive decision making can also have some serious disadvantages. An option may seem emotionally appealing because of failure to consider other available options. Intuition may suggest buying chocolate ice cream only because you have failed to consider a lower-fat alternative that would be a healthier choice. Intuition is also subject to the intense craving tat drug addicts call "jonesing". If you are jonesing for cocaine, or for a pizza, or for a Mercedes-Benz convertible, your intuition will tell you to choose what you crave, but only because the craving has emotionally swamped other desires that you will be more aware of when the craving is less intense.

Another problem with intuition is that it may be based on inaccurate or irrelevant information. Suppose you need to decide whom to hire for a job. If you are prejudiced against people of a particular sex, race, or ethnicity, then your intuition will tell you not to hire them, even if they have better qualifications for doing the job well. It is difficult to determine introspectively whether your intuitions derive from reliable and relevant information.

Finally, intuitive reasoning is problematic in group situations where decisions need to be made collectively. If other people disagree with your choices, you cannot simply contend that your intuitions are stronger or better than the intuitions of others. Defending your emotional reactions and attempting to reach a consensus with other people requires a more analytical approach than simply expressing your gut feelings.

2010-04-06T05:22:00.001-07:00

time flies soo quickly tis holiday. maybe because of camps, holidays, fyp n gundam. LOL

fyp really takes up alot of time n, geez i sound like a geek, its kind of addictive. once i start i can't seem to stop. lol. i also finish gundam seed. starting on gundam seed destiny. hahaha. i'll update soon. dota-ing now.

2010-03-15T20:25:00.000-07:00

Yo peeps. i jus came back frm SPARK camp ytd. quite a fun camp. got to know afew new ppl. i don't have the pictures with me. i'll upload it as soon as possible.

choir performance is coming up. so far so gd. we r somewhat able to blend with each other. hahahahaha. here r the pictures of us practicing last sat.

2010-03-11T08:21:00.000-08:00

Wake up in the morning. same old routine, we go about doing our daily stuff, work, study, play. night comes, looking back and reflect on the things done, we ask ourself, wad have we done n change? soon after, the questions gets stronger. slowly, we start to realize tat wad we search is purpose. wad is your purpose in life? wad is the meaning of our existence? do we even have one? do we jus live in tis endless boring cycle of life? is tis wad the future have to offer?

who m i?

y m i here?

wat m i doing?

WHO R U?

2010-03-09T05:50:00.000-08:00

hello ppl, today i went with huiming to bukit timah plaza to play pool. gosh i totally suck at it. hahaha. its been awhile since i last played it though. gd experience.

2010-03-02T08:14:00.000-08:00

2 more papers to go. really really stress n pressured. i sry if i've bored u to death. not really in any mood to fuel any sessions of chit-chat. my brain cells r dieing. lol. i feel damn stupid. there goes my A. T.T. i'll update a more interesting post after my exams. until then...

2010-02-24T03:50:00.001-08:00

Hey guys. maths paper is tmr. so here r some pictures of maths humor. i think most of u peep saw it before, but i still find it quite hilarious. so.. enjoy.

2010-02-21T03:37:00.000-08:00

gosh. ytd church sermon was awesome. not because the preacher was gd, it was the translator. hahahahhaha. her accent totally had me listening through out the sermon. tis is the first time i actually sat there n listen to the whole sermon. hahahaha. maybe i should tell pastor foo to ask her to translate more often. heh heh...

anyway. exam week starts now. n i'm really behind schedule. i have been addicted to allods online. hahaha. my current goal for tis time exam is 4 points. if u're wondering y, it is because i really need to pull up my accumulative GPA up to 3.6 n above.

Random thoughts

a mistake i made. i should not have told u tat. now i'm really in a bad position. now i'm in the same step as u. its jus not me, i always put myself 1 step ahead of every1. n the worse part is, i dunno the ans! haiz. my mistake, bad mistake. fool me once, shame on u. fool me twice, shame on me. i won't let the 2nd happen.

2010-02-20T07:44:00.000-08:00

i dunno wad i can do, but still i got to try.

eagle help my feet to fly,

mountain help my heart to be great.

spirits of the earth n sky,

pls don't let me be too late.

2010-02-19T08:26:00.000-08:00

the plan is alrdy in action. step 1 and 2 is alrdy complete. moving on the step 3. step 3 is very very risky n most probably best done during the holidays. but for now, maybe i'll test the waters abit. maybe throw a rock or 2 to see how deep it goes. if i'm successful, then the rest will be much easier. i hope tat my timing, steps n actions will be correct. wish me luck

2010-02-17T07:49:00.000-08:00

today i received an sms. a really sad one. poor soul. one of my pals broke up. its really sad. i thought they were perfect for each other. in the past, they seem sooo happy. but now... haiz. i hope he/she is doing fine now. i hope i can do something to make him/her forget but it is not within my power to do so. all i can offer is a listening ear n a shoulder. really wish i was there to comfort him/her when it happened. stay strong, walk tall, be firm, n eat your veg.

nites peeps. got to start studying soon.

2010-02-12T03:51:00.001-08:00

Hey people. since Valentine day is coming up n i don't have a gf tis year, i guess i'll write small notes to ppl who r significant in my life. haha. enjoy.

Shanice: hey darling, hahaha... things are going well right? hahah. u're the cutest girl i know. haha. poke-able, hug-able n all. hahaha. u make saturdays much better. haha. though sometimes u're quite a pain in the ass in the past but now u've mature soo much, not tat much anymore. hahaha.. dawn n i are very proud of u (u know wat i'm talkin about) heh heh. rmber. stay strong, stay healthy, excerise n eat your vege. love u always.

Dawn: HEY CHEE! its but awhile since i went on a date with u. LOL. jk. but yea! its been awhile since i went out with u. maybe because i've become busier. haha. i totally miss the days tat we use to hang out. glad tat u're still a gd church going lady. stay back for lunch ok? u'll really make my day. hahahahaha..

Yan ting: hey pretty babe. hahahahahahaha... valentine is coming. i bet u're going to some resturant again. lol. everytime i read your blog. its mostly about food. the posts, the picture. really drive me crazy. hahaha. firstly, it'll lag my internet, 2ndly, when i'm hungry n read your blog, i'll be like NOOOOOOOOOOOO. the food look sooo gd. hahahaha. u really know how to enjoy life. hahahahaha. stay for lunch on sat k? hahahaha. PS: i know u're secretly in "love" with me. hahahah

Aun Chee: gosh young lady. i always can't rmber your age. u're so young yet pretty mature. hahaha. when u grow older, i bet u'll be some hot chick tat guys will fall for. hahahahahaha. though we don't really see each other, but a conversation or 2 on weekly really made it seem like we know each other well. hahaha. rmber, i'll always be looking out for u.

Renee: hey! practicing hard? haha. u're really talented in music. rmber when i first taught u how to play the piano durin the last SPARK camp? n look at u. now playin classical music. hahahaha. practice hard k? haha. love u.

Tammy&Fiona: u 2 r the craziest sisters ever. lol. sometimes i really don't know wad to say. hahahaha. u r all so full of energy n hyper. gosh i wish i could be like tat. rmber, study hard. hahahah

Huiming: hey there. u're someone who really brighten up my life. hahahaha. its so rare to find someone who has almost the same personality as me. hahahaha. its always a joy having u around. when i'm stress or down, u nvr fail to make me feel better. hahaha. u might not notice but during our nightly convo, there r times tat i was really really stress. hahaha. thx so much. even though we only known each other for afew months, but i feel like i known u for years. haha.

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OK. i'm getting really lazy to type. i'll continue tmr. hahaha. exams are coming. study hard ppl.

2010-02-10T07:42:00.000-08:00

Gd day folks. firstly i would like to start of by apologising to huiming. so sry i brought u to my lab. u must have felt totally awkward. i'm sry wasn't able to ease the awkwardness. haha. today was our last gems class. i doubt our life will every cross again. stand tall, be strong, walk firm. my job is done.

starting time :2347

name : Jireh

sisters : 1

brothers : 1

eye Color : Black

shoe size : 12 or 13

hair : Black

piercings : none

height : 191

what are you wearing right now?
Plain white T-shirt >.<>

been cheated on : yep (if u wan to know. come n talk to me. heh heh)

————————-What is————————-

your room like?
pretty spacious. jus me.

what is right beside you?
the wall

what is the last thing you ate?
Chicken rice frm SP fc4 chicken delight store. lol

———————-Ever Had————————-

chicken pox : yepz

sore throat : duh

stitches : yep. long time ago

broken nose : nope

————————-Do You————————–

believe in love at first sight?
kinda. maybe? not sure. hahaha

like picnics?
yes when there r fun ppl there

wear contact lenses or glasses?
specs

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who was the last person you danced with?
dance? i dun dance.

who last made you smile?
lets see... Huiming. shes totally cute. hahaha

————————–Who—————————

did you last yell at?
Ruskin!!!!! rawr.

———-Final Questions————-

what are you listening to right now?
listening the the radio. 987fm

what did you do today?
went to sch. lol.

hate someone in your family?
not at the moment

diamond or pearl?
both pls. $_$

are you the oldest?
nope

indoors or out doors?
both

——————Today did you———————-

talk to someone you like?
yep

kiss anyone?
sadly no.

get sick?
nope

sing?
yep yep. sang the national anthem in env club. wahahahha

talk to an ex?
nope (wonder how she is doin)

miss someone?
yea.. kinda? maybe? not sure.

eat?
duh

—————-Last person who——————

you talked to on the phone?
Huiming

made you cry?
no sure leh.

went to the movies with?
watched avatar with abigail

you went to the mall with?
mmm. its been awhile. dun rmber.

——————Have you——————-

been to Mexico?
nope

been to USA?
yep

——————-Random——————–

have a crush on someone?
hmmm. i think so. but i'm determine to jus be friends. for now.......

what books are you reading right now?
Eid textbook

best feeling in the world?
Wad do u think? heh heh. *evil smile*

i'm jus kidding. erm... say.... when 2 souls love each other unconditionally?

future kids names?
if its a girl, it'll be yuki or yukino

do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
nah. its not my thing

what’s under your bed?
some stuff tat i have no idea.

favorite sport(s) to watch?
TENNIS!!!

favorite place :
anywhere with a girl whom i like.

who do you really hate?
useless,stupid,fat ppl (i'm very judgemental)

do you have a job?
student?

what time is it now?
2359

With however long it took you to complete this, post as
“my _12_ minutes survey

2010-02-07T07:36:00.000-08:00

We are if anything, creatures of habit. Drawn to the safety and comfort of the familiar. But what happens when the familiar becomes unsafe, and the fear we have desperately trying to avoid, finds us where we live. so in order to survive in this world, we hold close to us those on whom we depend. We trust in them our hopes, our fears. But what happens when trust is lost? Where do we run when things we believe in vanish before our eyes?
Confronted by our worst nightmares, the choices are few , fight or flight. We hope to find the strength to stand against our fears, but sometimes despite ourselves we run. When all seems lost, the future unknowable, our very existence in peril... we run. But what if the nightmare gives chase, where can we hide then??

2010-02-03T16:13:00.000-08:00

i jus read someones blog... on Thursday, September 17, 2009... such a sad post for a happy person. its about a break up... crying, unable to slp, then soon this emotions turn into anger, after anger comes guilt n regret. its a pity someone like her has to experience such stuff. its pain, its hurtful, i know. gosh. must breakups be so sad? u may think wad a sad ending. but guess wad? it ain't over. a few months later they're back together again. after they tore each others hearts n stuff it down their throat, y r they still able to get back together? is it fate? or is it one party tat loves the other so much tat has always been waiting for him/her to come back to them? the funny thing is, wad is the reason behind tis getting back together? did he/she suddenly realise tat he is missing something in his/her life (because after being with someone for so long, after a breakup u'll feel a gap in your life)? or did he/she suddenly came to their senses n realise they love u?

makes me wonder, cause honestly, i haven had a real gf. as in, i nvr loved someone so much tat i will do anything for them. so i'm in any position to say anything. but if i were u, these r the question i'll be thinking.

2010-02-03T06:18:00.000-08:00

hey folks. sry for the late update. erm... exams r round the corner. so i don't think i'll be blogging anytime soon. i really need to study (i have been ponning lessons). >.<
these few days i've been pretty unsure of wad i'm suppose to do. some things of which really try to foresee the ending isn't breaking through. the future is always shifting. frm the actions we do, the decisions we make. on top of tat there r coincidence n stuff like tat. its really hard to predict. i must be cautious. try not to get caught off guard.

2010-01-27T06:45:00.000-08:00

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

2010-01-22T05:42:00.000-08:00

Exams r coming up soon. quizzes n all. so if u peeps r depress or stress, here is something tat will help. it really works! jus try it out.

2010-01-20T05:07:00.000-08:00

Hey guys. the pass few days were pretty awesome. firstly, shuli bdae. >.<.. hahaha. sorry tat i have to leave half way. haha. 2ndly, went out with Eva. got to know her more. she is totally adorable. quite shy though. hahaha. its great knowing her. 3rdly. lucas-kun band performance at the esplanade

here are the pictures

shane house.

lookie. cute rite? hahahahahahaha. >><

2010-01-13T05:26:00.000-08:00

Its been awhile since i last updated my blog. these r pictures that happen during the past week. not much though. i'll update weekly now. really busy. coping with studies, gyming n social life is pretty tough.

Chk tis out. i made it ok. Surprise? i'm pretty surprise myself

its a paper clip.!!!!

Tis is a bracelet each coil is hand made by afew env club members. n of course me. >.<

MAH-JONG!!

Fong jie bdae at hong qi house

first step done in ACE. >.<

AGM!!! FREE CCA POINTS, FREE BUFFET!!!

2010-01-07T06:18:00.000-08:00

i couldn't tell u

y she felt tat way

i couldn't help her

i jus watch her make the same mistakes again

wads wrong now?

open your eyes n look outside

find the reasons y u've been rejected

and now u can't find wad u left behind

too many problems?

dont know where u belong?

the feelings she hides

her dreams she can't find

shes losing her mind

shes fallen behind

she can't find her place

shes losing her faith

2010-01-02T19:06:00.000-08:00

These are random pictures of last year 2009. 2009 passed really fast. before i know it. its over. i hope 2010 is fun as 2009. >.<

2009-12-31T09:51:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a new fresh year has started. with a new year comes new year resolutions. ( i dont' really have many thought)

1st) Get a constant GPA above 3.5

2nd) Get a girlfriend... >.<

i'm going to slp now. gd nite peeps. i'll update it soon. ^^

2009-12-21T04:04:00.000-08:00

Finally back to singapore. the china trip wasn't really a pleasant one. i won't elaborate. i spend sooooo long uploading the pics. enjoy the pictures. i'll let them do the talking.

2009-12-11T04:03:00.001-08:00

EXAMS R OVER!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. LOL

holidays r here. heh heh. i'm flyin of the china again for a week. going there to do some community service. lol. the thing i dread about going there is firstly, i have to speak chinese. n during my 6 weeks in china. i rarely spoke chinese. n i don't intend to start now. hahaha. the worse part of it, is tat most of my grp r alrdy in china. left me n some china dude whom i have only met once r still in singapore n we r flying off on sunday. of all ppl i'm flying with a china dude N he is one quiet person. i have heard i'm even speak before. haiz. its totally going to be awkward. i bet he doesn't really understand english. haiz. but once we r there. when i regrp with there rest. i think everything is going to be jus fine. ^^ i hope. lol... >.<

too lazy to post up any pictures. O! n i'm dieing for tennis. haiz. i wan to play tennis. >.<>.<

2009-12-04T06:34:00.000-08:00

Sorry i was so busy last week as exams r nearing. on top of tat, there ain't nth much to post. haha. its jus studyin n more studyin. tis week was quite fun, besides studyin, we did a solar boat, hahahha, not jus a solar boat but 8 solar boats. lucas, ruskin n i helped kok wei with his solar boat project. it turn out quite well. haha. a solar is easy to build, but a solar boat not as easy as the car, we have to balance the boat on the water. with limited resources, we used styrofoam to balance the boat. haha. chk out the pictures. >.<

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today i went to study with abigail. didn't really study. the place she choose to study was not a place for me to study. its so noisy n crowded. she had her class with her so i felt rather odd. but thank god she didn't make me feel so left out. after studying for 1 hour or so. my laptop ran out of battery so i went back to the clubhouse to study. there was way much better. more relax n all. went back to visit abi after studyin. its always fun the hang out with her. she nvr fail to entertain me. ^^ hahah.

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2009-12-03T15:44:00.000-08:00

take my hand,

take a breath,

hold me close,

take one step,

keep your eyes,

lock on mine,

let the music ,

be your guide,

won't u promise me,

tat u'll nvr forget

we'll keep dancing wherever we go next

its like catching lightning

the chances of finding

someone like u

its one in a million

the chances is a feeling

the way we do

n with every step together

we jus keep on getting better

so can i have tis dance

can i have tis dance

no mountain to high n no ocean too wide

cause together or not, our dance won't stop

so let it rain, let it pour

wad we have is worth fighting for

cause i believe tat we were meant to be

2009-11-24T04:38:00.000-08:00

gd day folks. exams r round the corner. but i have no m0od to study at all. i have been totally slacking off. i hope i can get into the mood soon. haha. my back injury still not fully recovered. it sucks. like seriously. it totally suck. i can't play any sports at all. n sports is something i cannot live without. i have stop gyming for 2 weeks alrdy. tis is the 3rd week. haiz. i hope i get better soon. >.<

Short Thoughts

Abigail--> HEY!!! i got a bruise because of your pinch. we're even now. heh heh.

Shu Li & Shane--> mm. thx for the awesome sat nite. its always fun to chat with u girls. ^^. hope to see u 2 soon.

2009-11-18T05:50:00.000-08:00

Today was a tiring day.... after sch i had to pon my psychology class cause Env has an event n i'm in it. it was pretty fun. especially with abigail around n not to mention the president of env club. hahaha. it lasted frm 1230 to 530. i wanted to stay for the free awesome buffet but i got to rush down to clementi stadium to play badminton. hahaha. my injured back is still recovering. i think i strain it abit too much again. it hurts. lol.

Short thoughts

Abigail---> HAPPY BDAE!!!! though its tmr. hahahaha. but still... HAPPY BDAE!!! i hope u like my gift. ^^.. sorry about your wrist. haha i think i grip it abit to hard. T.T....

Shanice--> I'm so proud of u darlin!!! woots!!! i've been waiting for tis moment to happen.. n it did. hahaha. geez. i sound like some old man. lol.

2009-11-13T03:04:00.000-08:00

i watched 2012 last nite. quite a gd show. showin how the world comes to an end. i won't say the world goes boom. but i would say the end of humanity. a pretty long movie. 2 hours plus.. but i dun think u'll get bored.

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pictures. lol. these r some pics taken when i was slacking at env club. i was pretty much lying down while taking the pictures so i was kinda blur. lol

2009-11-07T21:46:00.000-08:00

the mouth of the just shall meditate wisdom

and his toungh shall speak judgment

blessed is the man that endures temptation

for, once he had been tried

he shall receive the crown of life

Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam

Et lingua eius loquetur iudicium

Beatus vir qui sffert tentationem

Quanaim cum probatus fuert

accipiet coronam vitae

kyrie, ignis,divine,eleison

oh quam sancta

quam serena, quam benigna, quam amoena

oh castitatis lilium

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I jus finish watchin elfen lied the anime. it was way much shorter than the manga. the cut short many many parts of the story. but the back ground song n sound effects made it really sad. T.T

sad ending.. awwwwwww. hahhaha

2009-11-06T02:57:00.000-08:00

hey guys! i jus reformatted my com. my com is seriously dieing. the screen is dmg, n my com is damn laggy even though i jus reformatted it. geez...

today physics lecture was totally boring. i was playin my lappy through out. but EID prac was damn fun. cause we chiong to finish it n can leave early for an early lunch before the crowd comes. haha. met abi for lunch. i must really thank her. she really kills my boredom. thx alot. especially ytd when i was reformatting my com. really appreciate it. ^^....

i jus got my garena n warcraft installed. TONITE LETS DOTA!!! LOL...

Short thoughts

Abigail--> which day r u free? u still got my present.hahaha.

weiting--> i'm thinking

ming n teck--> wad r we actually doin for amazing green race?

Question of the day
If we all know that the speed of light is 299 792 458 m/s and if darkness is the opposite of light. then wad is the speed of darkness?

2009-10-28T05:52:00.000-07:00

sry for the slow update. my time table is pretty tight so i ain't got no time to update. i'll try to upload the rest of the beijing OITP pictures soon.
i need to start exercising. i'm getting fat. haha...
something keeps bugging me. i have no idea wad it is but its always there. when i'm in sch, when i'm at home... somehow i was always got tis feeling that i'm missing something or someone. maybe i'll slowly trace it....

Short Thoughts of the day

Jiu Gui... thx for making the video.. it was awesome (many pictures of me... >.<)

Abigail... hey! we haven met up for a long time... your chocs r still with me. heh heh.. tempting...... tell me when u're free. i'll be waiting. ^^

Shanice... i gotta pass u something tis Sat. don't disappear.

Doreen Jie.. Nice presentation u did today.. though it was rather last min. u got to work on your english though. hahaha.

Jon n friends... i was too lazy to play bball today... either way i had a OITP debriefing at 4.. sooo.. some other time k?

2009-10-23T02:50:00.001-07:00

This is also in Hebei. we went to climb some hill... i'll update the beijing pics soon. if u wan to pictures frm me, feel free to get them frm me in sch. i usually bring my hard drive everywhere i go. ^^